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My Hell
for my strength
people feel drawn to me
smart with advice
filled with empathy
always help
always stay calm
offer solace
a living balm
loved by a few
adored by scores
emotional bandage
for others' sores
but no-one knows
the depths I descend
the pain I suffer
wishing for the end
I have no armour
for hurt done to me
and no respite
who listens to my plea
just one or two
who know me well
and watch me sink
into my hell
my heart screams
love is still
never been so bad
I feel so very ill
the obtuse say
this too shall pass
I tell them nicely
to kiss my arse
I know I handled
that quite badly
I do not suffer fools
gladly
I plummet and flounder
looking for ground
seeking something
so profound
that turns the switch
linders the pain
slowly lets me find
my true self again.
feedback van andere lezers- jan
it's a long way there June
take five!
grtsxxx
killea: Thenk you, love
xx
j - JC
heavy shit, maar wel van de betere soort
killea: thanks, JC
xxx
j - jamal
don't misunderstand me June.... I hope you're sinking fast!
once you touche the bothem you'll find your self again. I deeply believe this is the yourney you have to experience before knowing who the true person is inside of you...like we alle have to do, with the small difference in time. I whish you the best!
xx
killea: Jamal, thank you for your advice and for reading me.
xx
j - aquaangel
scream out yr heart... and find it again
killea: Thank you angelface.
xx
j - matahari
Let your armour be your inner smile
liefs matahari
killea: I'll get out of this, Matahari but it takes time and at the moment
I do not see the tree for the forest. Thanks for your kind FB
xx
j - Magdalena
Akkoord met Jamal: sink fast
maar om een andere reden:
té lang in de hel kan dodelijk zijn
zink snel en diep, vind een van de bodems om je terug op af te stoten en adem te halen
realize that your love is YOUR love
dear creature
you are so valuable
in sensitively carrying world's pain
XXXX
killea: thank you Magadalena, it is soo hard to see the end of the tunnel at the moment.
xxx
J - lief
a story sad and deep as you...
liefs
killea: thank you precious lief
xx
j - Francis
You re wierd...
xx
killea: so people say!
xx
j - anne
You will find!!
killea: thanks Anne
xx
j - marrik
Dear J
Laat mij het lichtpuntje in je tunnel zijn.
Ik strek mijn arm om je vast te houden.
Die lach van jou wil ik voor geen goud missen.
XXX
killea: deep is my gratitude for your words - and i see you, I do, and we'll laugh again....it's a promise
love
j - otiske
Heerlijk om te lezen dit.
Heel goed bedacht en sterk gebracht.
Graag gelezen, groetjes.
killea: thank you so much for reading me.
xx
j - Klaver4
beautiful!
recognizable for me! been there done that; watch out, it's deeper than you think, and hidden as well down under in that hell,
that very switch, so yearned for to get relieved from that twenty year itch ! :o)
xx
klaver4
killea: Thank you so much, glad you can recognise it.
xx
j
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